Since i am back i have been traveling quite often to my hometown, where both 2 of my parents are still living. Its about 2 hours aways from montreal, a small city near the country side, with lots of green spaces and a strong feeling of community.
I am thinking about if i should come back here, because since i am back i have problem facing the difficult city lifestyle that is in montreal. I can not stand all the traffic and cars (and i dont even have a car), the noise everywhere, taking the subway, and the lack of green space around me.
It is so strange to me to think about coming back here… I left this hometown 10 years ago and i never, never thought i would like to come back here to live… It was in the back of my mind, but for my old days…
After living about 6 years in montreal and 4 years in hamburg, maybe i am ready for some kind of settling down for a while? I could still go back to montreal as often as i want since i have friends there and its only 2hrs away…
But finding work in such a small town is not that easy…
I have to think about it. So hard to figure out these things, to find out where and how i will be happy, make choices and see how far from my illusions i was… Let’s see, i hope to get some sign to show me the way i should take.