yes, i am a bad blogger. I am not writing on a daily basis, neither weekly.
These days, as much as i would like to express all of what’s going on inside, at the same time i just feel like isolating myself and not talking to anyone.
At the same time that i wish nothing would be changing in my life, i also wish that i would be able to open myself to all this new adventure coming to me right now and see all the possibilities that are coming to me. Me, the same me who prayed for a change since so long…
So many emotions mixed all together inside me, i feel like i will or implode or explode at any moment. So many emotions that i just cant name, that i just cant write about…
I pray the universe to give me all the help that i need, all the courage, and to open all doors to me… I dont know if i am doing the right thing.. i question myself every single day… but i am doing the very best i can…