6 months have passed since i am back here. I never thought i would recover from this last break up story. I didnt knew it could be possible, and how i could do it.
All went wrong. The worse thing i could imagine, the thing i most feared became my reality. All was a mess, a mess like we all face at some point in our life.
Most of you know, reading my posts for the last couple of months, what i have been into.
These past 6 months have been painful, difficult, and at the same time a wonderful growing experience for me. I can see now the huge mess i have been into for 3 months (down, totally down), and then some kind of ‘high’ (up, but way too much… ) for 3 other months. Now things seems to becoming more stable, but i clearly see a curve in my mind, of how it has been for me lately, going really low and then way too high.
I feel like i am going into fast cycles, and i can see it, that feels really strange to me. But knowing that i survived what i feared the most, i feel invincible.