{"id":524,"date":"2004-10-26T19:06:54","date_gmt":"2004-10-26T23:06:54","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/mcturgeon.com\/blg\/2004\/10\/26\/not-easy-as-it-seems\/"},"modified":"2023-09-07T05:07:42","modified_gmt":"2023-09-07T10:07:42","slug":"not-easy-as-it-seems","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mcturgeon.com\/blog\/2004\/10\/26\/not-easy-as-it-seems\/","title":{"rendered":"Not easy as it seems."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Turning around, placing things, replacing them, checking email, then again, changing desktop pattern, 5 minutes later basically doing the same.<br \/>\nThe fuck is wrong with me?<\/p>\n<p>Words keep running in my head&#8230;<br \/>\n&#8220;People do not like to commit.. this way, they can always be available if something (someone) better shows up&#8230;&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Is that what most relationships are about these days? i guess so.. seems so&#8230; I am so afraid of committing myself, feeling trapped.. but not being able to commit also brings a lot of issues i dont really wanna have to deal with..<\/p>\n<p>Relationships, being human, sharing life with someone, all this is not as easy as it seems.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Turning around, placing things, replacing them, checking email, then again, changing desktop pattern, 5 minutes later basically doing the same. The fuck is wrong with me? Words keep running in my head&#8230; &#8220;People do not like to commit.. this way, they can always be available if something (someone) better shows up&#8230;&#8221; Is that what most&hellip; <a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/mcturgeon.com\/blog\/2004\/10\/26\/not-easy-as-it-seems\/\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Not easy as it seems.<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mcturgeon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/524"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mcturgeon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mcturgeon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mcturgeon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mcturgeon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=524"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/mcturgeon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/524\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":10352,"href":"https:\/\/mcturgeon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/524\/revisions\/10352"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mcturgeon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=524"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mcturgeon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=524"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mcturgeon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=524"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}