{"id":3862,"date":"2009-08-10T08:32:13","date_gmt":"2009-08-10T13:32:13","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/mcturgeon.com\/blog\/?p=3862"},"modified":"2023-09-07T04:55:16","modified_gmt":"2023-09-07T09:55:16","slug":"love-and-sadness","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mcturgeon.com\/blog\/2009\/08\/10\/love-and-sadness\/","title":{"rendered":"Love and sadness"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Just back from a week of chilling at the sun and swimming and reading and eating. Had a fabulous time, and i&#8217;m craving for more of it. More nature, more quiet time out of the city, more time enjoying simplicity.<\/p>\n<p>Just before leaving, dad called to say he&#8217;s got exams at the hospital, and came back with bad news. <\/p>\n<p>My heart is broken since. I&#8217;m hanging between darkness and the beauty that lies in hard moments: darkness as in moments where you just want to throw everything out at the window, and light as when you are grateful for a new connexion with the ones you love, a new level of sharing of who we <em>really<\/em> are and how we <em>really<\/em> feel. <\/p>\n<p>Some day you wake up and realize there is just no time and space left for hiding. <\/p>\n<p>Some news makes your heart so big, it&#8217;s hard to handle all the love and sadness all at once.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Just back from a week of chilling at the sun and swimming and reading and eating. Had a fabulous time, and i&#8217;m craving for more of it. More nature, more quiet time out of the city, more time enjoying simplicity. Just before leaving, dad called to say he&#8217;s got exams at the hospital, and came&hellip; <a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/mcturgeon.com\/blog\/2009\/08\/10\/love-and-sadness\/\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Love and sadness<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[142,4],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mcturgeon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3862"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mcturgeon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mcturgeon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mcturgeon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mcturgeon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3862"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/mcturgeon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3862\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":6748,"href":"https:\/\/mcturgeon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3862\/revisions\/6748"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mcturgeon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3862"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mcturgeon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3862"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mcturgeon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3862"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}