{"id":224,"date":"2004-01-10T21:04:23","date_gmt":"2004-01-11T01:04:23","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/mcturgeon.com\/blg\/2004\/01\/10\/why-i-do-think-i-am-invincible-now\/"},"modified":"2023-09-07T05:08:18","modified_gmt":"2023-09-07T10:08:18","slug":"why-i-do-think-i-am-invincible-now","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mcturgeon.com\/blog\/2004\/01\/10\/why-i-do-think-i-am-invincible-now\/","title":{"rendered":"Why i do think i am invincible (now)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>6 months have passed since i am back here. I never thought i would recover from this last break up story. I didnt knew it could be possible, and how i could do it.<\/p>\n<p>All went wrong. The worse thing i could imagine, the thing i most feared became my reality. All was a mess, a mess like we all face at some point in our life.<\/p>\n<p>Most of you know, reading my posts for the last couple of months, what i have been into.<\/p>\n<p>These past 6 months have been painful, difficult, and at the same time a wonderful growing experience for me. I can see now the huge mess i have been into for 3 months (down, totally down), and then some kind of &#8216;high&#8217; (up, but way too much&#8230; ) for 3 other months. Now things seems to becoming more stable, but i clearly see a curve in my mind, of how it has been for me lately, going really low and then way too high.<\/p>\n<p>I feel like i am going into fast cycles, and i can see it, that feels really strange to me. But knowing that i survived what i feared the most, i feel invincible.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>6 months have passed since i am back here. I never thought i would recover from this last break up story. I didnt knew it could be possible, and how i could do it. All went wrong. The worse thing i could imagine, the thing i most feared became my reality. All was a mess,&hellip; <a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/mcturgeon.com\/blog\/2004\/01\/10\/why-i-do-think-i-am-invincible-now\/\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Why i do think i am invincible (now)<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mcturgeon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/224"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mcturgeon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mcturgeon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mcturgeon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mcturgeon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=224"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/mcturgeon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/224\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":10651,"href":"https:\/\/mcturgeon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/224\/revisions\/10651"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mcturgeon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=224"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mcturgeon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=224"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mcturgeon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=224"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}