The last days have been so hard, i dont know how to deal with all this. I miss everything of my old life, and cant stop thinking about it. <\/p>\n
Things i miss:
\ndoing a part of my bio shopping at budnikowski
\nbying yummie organic food at the bioland grocery
\nriding my bike to my favorite spots in hamburg: the city
\ncenter, the park, ottensen altona
\ngoing out for a coffee at my favorite places: geyer, sallzwei,
\nbalzac coffee, la tazza d oro,
\nmy flat, the space, the quieteness, the light in it,
\nmy bed,
\nthe bathroom and the bath,
\nmy large windows,
\nmy working place,
\nmy scanner, burner and printer,
\nall my magazines,
\nmy german friends,
\nthe threes view from my window,
\nmost of all, florian and the cats…<\/p>\n
i dont know how to explain, neither to you or to myself, but all this is trully a painful moment and i dont understand why i have to live all this. To leave my flat, my boyfriend and cats, the city, the country, etc. Its hard to keep trust and to keep on fighting when you are so hurt inside. Sorry about complaining again, but that is the raw truth about my life right now…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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