where to start

ok, here i am. Haven’t wrote since really long. The truth is, its not that i have nothing to say, its more that there could be so much to write about that i feel overwhelmed just trying to figure out what to start with.

I am busy packing stuff, selecting what i bring with me, and this process is quite exausting. I wont bring all my stuff with me since i dont know how things will look in 3 months from now, and shipping everything would be a waste of money. So i have to select between all my things what i REALLY need with me.

I still would love so much to bring the cats with me… but i cant for now. I have to wait and maybe i take them with me later on. It still breaks my heart to do so. I have been through all this already before, when i left montreal to move to germany… and now, 4 years later, i have to leave again.

It is the right thing to do, i know. I am learning a lot about facing my fears, and feeling my pain as it needs to be felt. It is quite a lessons about letting things go and not trying to control, but just being flexible and flowing. Im not sure i am so good at that… but strangely, it is to resist that makes everything painful… I hope everything will be alright.

By m-c, June 20 2003 | News 

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  1. porsh on June 8th, 2003 2:33 pm

    hi m-c!
    you took really nice shots of berlin and it’s good to hear that you enjoyed your trip.

    porsh =)

  2. stef on June 9th, 2003 12:29 am

    sounds like you had a great trip - now you’ve inspired me to want to visit berlin too. i like the old city-ness of it all. thanks for sharing pics!

  3. cynta on June 9th, 2003 8:27 am

    in your shots, did you use your canon a70? if you did, now i’m really convinced that it’s a great camera. i haven’t bought it yet because i’m waiting for its going price to go down.

    anyway, im glad you enjoyed your trip. i bet you found it therapeutic. =)

  4. m-c on June 9th, 2003 9:02 am

    yes, all pictures are took with my canon a70

  5. mel b on June 9th, 2003 12:17 pm

    Toujours inspirant. C’est une r

  6. Kelly on June 10th, 2003 2:24 pm

    Just checking in — glad you enjoyed your trip. I was in Berlin about a month ago and LOVED it — it’s the coolest city.

  7. yegana on November 24th, 2003 3:53 pm

    am from Baku,Azerbaijan actually, but am interested in visitin’ Berlin in January-February. So, i hope u could give me more info about this city. I’ll stay there like for 2-3 weeks. How long have u been then? And where r u from?
    thanks for your beautiful pix, they all are awsome:)!

  8. m-c on November 27th, 2003 10:56 am

    hi there,

    i hope you will have the chance to visit berlin, it is such a wonderful place to be…

    i have been there twice, for 3 days. At that time i used to live in hamburg, 3 hours away from berlin.

    I am now back in my home country, in montreal, canada..

  9. jihef on November 24th, 2004 1:23 pm

    j’y

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